Work

I love my job i do but sometimes its crazy and it seems like the same things over and over again. and i feel like im not learning as much any more. i love the people i work with my aunt is the best person ever she took a chance and gave me a job in the vet worked with out and training and she is teaching me hot to be a tech. Kami is like me big sister she is loving but with a firm hand and i love her for that. Annie is like me best friend at work we are so a like its crazy clients ask us if we are sisters. court is so sweet ans amazing if there is cleaning to do she gets the job done i love the help. i love my work family a wouldn't change them for anything

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yesterday i went to church. i was sittinwhen this girl told her friend to walk with her down the hall. i could tell something was up.. then i hear "did you see that girl she has a tattoo and she thinks she can come here." i wanted to say i can hear you and just because i have a tattoo doesnt make me a bad person. oh hate people. GET OVER IT YES I HAVE A TATTOO! you dont even know why i have. its for my grand mother died whaen i was 12 and i miss her a lot and i hate it when people judge like that. to the girl who said that i hope you know you made me cry i suer feel welcome in your church. tattoos dont make somone a bad person its how they express who the are. i love my grandma and if she was still here i wouldnt have one but she is gone so get over it you dont have to have to get one i dont care but dont give me dirty looks because i do you have no clue why i got it and you can think what you want but its not going to change anything i love my tattoo and it is a pert of me and if you cant acept that well then you need to be more like christ he loves everone no matter what thats what you preach so pratice it

girls night

so my cousin and i had a girls night. it was awesome we did facial masks and watched easy a. we also hung out with joey till like 2 in the morning. we woke to screaming kids. made crepes at 2 in the afternoon and now we are with joey again. on what a day oh we also went to reams hmmmmm we looked great in our pjs. the best part is it was just us two no friend that drives us crazy

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What have I done

what have i done....... i fell like the entire world is gaining on me my father hates me and well we never get along anymore..... we used to be close and now we just fight all the time. I want it to stop!! but how?
is it going to be like this forever....?...... i only want to be his little girl again but that dream is so out of reach..... they say families are forever....... how can they be if mine hates me..... i want to change but change is hard life is hard... college, work its all a blur i never want to come home cuz all we do is fight..... who wants that tell me? is that right my life it so crazy i can't even breath.. i love what i do but not what i am.. photography used to be my escape now i don't even have time for that... i just have to start from the groung up i guess